Wednesday, October 13, 2010

So I just finished watching "My soul to take" with my friend Jovaun, and it really made me think.

The movie is about a man that died who was schizophrenic and had many personalities/souls in him and he kills a lot of people. He is then killed and the souls are dispersed into 7 babies born the day he died.

The thing that really scares me is that in the past I have heard voices and lost it and attacked Brett before. When I attacked him he said that my eyes changed and he said that it was like I was a different person. Could it be that I'm schizophrenic? Did I become another person? Will it happen again if I get pushed to that point again?

Is it bad to say that I'm afraid of myself? What if I am unable to control that other person?

Maybe I should talk to my counselor about this? Maybe its just my imagination running? I mean there are a lot of things from my past that I don't remember and we have moved a lot... Am I crazy?

Am I?



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